i juz back from malaca!! sat early in the morn six o'clock meet the riders at tuas heading to Malaca... this is the longest journey i even sit haha my ass was almost flat... we almost spend 3hour to get there!! the person who going is Gabs, Sanjays, Yuan, Andy, SimEng, Jiahui, Gabs three frenz and mi haha... the picture is all wif Jiahui so wait for her to send mi.. i think this is the 3rd time i when there..

today when to saw her frendster and also went to see his frendster... he was like nv change and was even happy wif her...sumhow i really dunno whether is his still treating mi as his fren or not, friemdster deleted mi... maybe last time i always ill treat him... think back last time wat i did i also cannot forgive myself i juz feel myself like a "B" YATCH... i'm juz LOUSY and SUCK!! i really wish i can go back to those unspolied moment and back together haha maybe in my dreamland ba... sumtime i will also take out the letter tt he wrote to mi and read it again n again.. time flew fast, i noe him when i was 18 and now i'm TWENTY FOUR.. he now also 26 le maybe few more years he will be getting marry wif her.. and i shall wish them all the best n give him my blessing... dunno whether they will invite mi or not but i will still wish them all the best!! i can't blame anyone i only can blame myself for doing all those stupid foolish thing to hurt him.. and we also lack of communication and therefore our r/s end.. but now i have get back all the karma and i really really had enought... PLEASE STOP IT!! now my surrounding frenz all busy wif their bf and the person can accompany is jiahui n beri thanz to her always beside mi...