mamma mia roxz~~~

Our Last Summer

Slipping Through My Fingers

Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that Im losing her foreverAnd without really entering her world
Im glad whenever I can share her laughter
That funny little girl
Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see whats in her mind
Each time I think Im close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Sleep in our eyes, her and me at the breakfast table
Barely awake, I let precious time go by
Then when shes gone theres that odd melancholy feeling
And a sense of guilt I cant deny
What happened to the wonderful adventures
The places I had planned for us to go
(slipping through my fingers all the time)
Well, some of that we did but most we didnt
And why I just dont know
Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see whats in her mind
Each time I think Im close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture
And save it from the funny tricks of timeS
lipping through my fingers...
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Schoolbag in hand she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile...

when my dreams become my emotions
when my ambition become my illusions

take me not on this roller coaster journey
with blindfolds on and blindly you lead me
into the bottomless pit, the endless misery

i need some miracle!!!

counting another three more days~~

Sunday

today evening went to watch Mamma Mia!! if people like musical show or retro song i think this movie suit you! after watching this show i really find Pierce Brosnan is really beri HANDSOME!!

ABBA - SOS
this is one of the song Pierce Brosnan sang in the movie!!


this weekend is freaking hot is good for outdoor activites!! but i morn till noon i at home rot & rot!! juz no one wanna go out... Sentosa? Badminton? Blading? Swimming?

juz FOUR more days i will be leaving Singapore!!

boring

i took this few pic from xianling blog which we took last sat. i always like to make my picture in black & white. because is really look great and a bit artistic haha~~~ today is really a boring & suck weekend!!! wanna go sun tanning but juz lasy to go.. how i wish the swimming pool juz near my house!!

• hereby attach the diff between colour and b/w picture...

End:
why everyone like to let mi see aeroplane...
a boring mi~~~

another five more days...

nano 4th generation

check it out the new nano http://www.apple.com/ipodnano/features.html is freaking nice la.. i think that my is old n old... (-_-)

seven days more...

leaving on jet plane

we are going to take a jet plane get out from Singapore!!

1st: Jia Hui will be leaving on 22nd to Taiwan den on 26th take a jet plane to Hongkong and stay there for 1week!!
2nd: Me will be leaving on 25th, 8am flight to Hongkong for 5 days therefore will be back on 29th midnight..
3rd: Sanjay will be leaving on 27th to Taiwan and stay there for 1week!

three all of us happen to fly at four week of September haha...

i'm getting excited le... (^O^)

counting down another eight more days

kill me please.
because i do not know how should i carry on.

stab me please.
because i do not wish to face it.

drown me please.
because i think it does make me feel better rather then facing it.

those things were just things tt we have to face even thou we hate it so damn fucking much.

life.life.life.

this is life.

flashing back

today sitting in front of my com suddenly feel like flashing all the pic.. but some hv already deleted coz last time com kanna reformat and i beri mad about that!! all my precious pic is GONE!!

ite balestier

this is the gang i always mix around during ite BL life..
in the group only got two gal so the guys always dun treat mi like a gal.
they treat karen more gentle~~~

ite tampines
they will treat mi more like a gal haha.. this is the best teacher i met during ite Tp.. coz during test the teacher that wearing spec will actually tell us tt we do wrong haha...

the one wearing blue hv met an accident and passed away...

life is short...

Secondary School Life

i always like to wear my name tap beri low and rmb got one time i make my name all in same cap den kanna confiscate by teacher (-_-")

when i was sixteen!! do i look beri beri diff haha~~

time flew fast...

the beri left and right got marry le...

Poly Life

this is done by Lee Siang Ling and now i believe she dun hv sure free time to do all this thing coz her time is FULLY OCCUPIER

all of us have change...

in this pic got two gals went into SIA..

the world is small..

we are always beri lame..

but we enjoy haha~~~

we are drunk...

End:
school life is always better dan working life.. during that time our bond is beri good but after grad all start to do their thing.. therefore hard to meet up!! we are drifting away tooo...

counting another nine days

dislocated again

KNN, CB, FUGGING HELL my jaw dislocated from ytd 12am plus and only two way i can do.. is either go Hospital or wait till next morning go see sinseh... i choose the 2nd therefore i suffer till 9plus in the morning.. this is the longer i suffer..

i really hate being dislocated!!

saturday..

early in the morning went to do backfilling to my front teeth.. the pain is killing mi but not that pain i still can tahan...

noon went to east coast blade wif xian ling.. t-brake still cannot haiz~~ sob sob!!! blade till evening jiahui come to east coast come find us and fetch mi to her house den went to swim.. finally i know wat is the light that wenfeng refering le... coz he say nite diving when u paddle in the water it will produce some light which i dun really know how to say but is really really beri beautiful... coz today jiahui paddle in the swimming pool den i stay behind.. i saw the bubble and the bubble got light but it need the spotlight to help if not it juz a normal bubble haha.. chim rite!!!

at nite gab n sanjay jo us go la kopi... we went BACK to ecp de casl junior. and gab using jh camera take take take pic... but he really took a few nice pic of mi n jiahui... =)

xian ling n mi we blade to the safra...

End:
i want to just move to a better place. i'd rather die than live in this rat race of a hell hole. i'm dragging myself every single day.scattered thoughts are what i have. all over the place, here and there.honestly i don't even know why i bother to write in this blog. i need to find my zone. and my peace of mind. cause i feel i can't depend on another when it comes to my future in life. cause people just tend to fuck up your dreams, hence fuck up your life.

counting down another eleven days...

Funny how 1 day can make so much of a difference.

You can go from having a perfect Tuesday, to having the most horrible Wednesday.

Let’s not even talk days here-

even hours & minutes have the ability to make or break you.

8pm can be filled with so much hope,

and just a few hours later after midnight,

it can all come crashing down.

If it’s a broken part,

replace it

But,

if it’s a broken arm then brace it

If it’s a broken heart then face it

padi card

my card is finally coming le...

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Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.
When you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

far far far

Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe
In myself, it's the only way

counting down 17 days more...

my weekend

saturday noon...

today went to try jiahui den marina pack.. taking picture under the water is really not an easy task... hard to control the balance... but we manage to capture afew nice pic... =) and ytd den i know cannot bring camera to swimming pool to take pic coz last time got a few IDIOT, PREVERT, ASSHOLE take ppl picture at under water which now make ppl cannot.. but we secertly take haha...


Friday nite...

look at our hair.. three different colour!!

reallly long long time nv get drunk le. tt day we drink two jug whisky wif green tea, one jug volka wif orange, one jug volka wif lime, one jug berben coke, two jug volka wif ribena and five volka ni. drunk drunk drunk haha... (n_n) the most suffer is next day morning.. my head is beri beri giddy!!!

i just can't seem to get a grip of myself lately. feeling hollow isn't much of a fun thing. it's like lifting a lifeless arm to draw a masterpiece. sitting right here i have no motivation to move. not even raising a finger to get the tiniest bit done. the only consolation are the words still pouring out from my mind in endless chunks looking for some place to cling on to. to send a message to.

in this dream of mine, i chose to be time, to control the fate of lives, especially this life of mine. can we fight what we cannot control? can we overcome what we do not know to be true? can we live in a world void of time?

counting 18 more days...

OFFICE CLOSURE

OFFICE CLOSURE - CHRISTMAS & NEW YEAR HOLIDAYS

Our office will be closed for the Christmas and New Year holidays from 24 December 2008 to 2 January 2009. The office will resume operation on Monday, 5 January 2009. They will be deducted from our staff annual leave =(

My company is really suck... i think new year is gonne deduct our annual leave.. which turn out my leave is forever negative!!

i miss a lots of thing...

miss the school life (pri, sec, ite & poly)

miss diving

miss driving on the road

miss the day in Bedok

miss the days wif de

miss the day when i always go sentosa

miss the Mosin

miss many many old days...

counting down more 21 days...