yeah..

today is so tired coz yesterday i slp around 4am starting was doing report den later was chating on phone den the gonna wake up at 7.45am sianz... heng today only hv one lesson ah 9-12 den later we went to library to cont. our report by rite today hv to hand up but we going hand up at monday haha..

Den later i went to suntec de surf n turf eat our lunch wif sl, ev n ying..the steak over there is nice n specially the mushroom sauce WOW nice nice i think without the sauce will not be that nice le!!!

My wisdom tooth is pain for the whole day again sianz eat le panadol ACTIFAST also not use wan!!


After that we went to Mango shopping, they got buy but i nv haha coz dun feel like buying but later we went to NIKE shop i buy a shoes the normal price was $93 but i bought it went is was 50% off haha!!!



Around 5.45 they went working only left mi le i nv work is because i went to take my basic test haha i finally PASS le haha..i took my basic i think got 5 times le!!! YEAH!!!

fugg wisdom tooth

Happy Birthday to Siang Ling

My wisdom tooth this few day is getting worse the pain like nv go aways wan make my day so miserable but monday i going to extract all out i really dunno the feeling is how but i more scare that my jaw is dislocate again... it beri scary ah ah ah!!!

Today went to celebrate SL 20th birthday, we went to orchard walk walk n acc ying cut hair den later at nite we went to eat NYDC dunno why is so tired maybe due the to CT project n nv slp well ba...and now is doing PMM report haiz!! NV END WAN... i need SLEEP i FREAKING TIRED!!!

Thing that trouble mi, sandfly, wisdom tooth, school work, no money, no love(haha)..

Is another tired day..

today start school at 8am but i reach at 8.30am haha coz i overslept!!! Den early in the morning is MBW sianz need to see the diagram n calculate the foundation n stump, formwork n etc... today i get back my structure n BS2 paper i got 82 for structure n 51 for BS2 haha heng man pass by one mark...

life are so boring...

this phase beri meaningful:
"生活本來只是一塊沒味道的餅 讓你隨意發揮 配上不同的調味料和伴菜 糖漿 朱古力醬 牛油 芝士......給生活添上屬於你的味道"

back to the same spot

拥抱的时候心情有点痛
也去提早感受到寂寞
离开的时候只听见沉默
除了沉默我还能怎么做选择
别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
现在他在你的身边就对他好一点
不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
既然遇见了永远就不要说再见
不要再让你们的爱输给了永远
我们经过那么多考验
最后还是回到了原点
总有那一天相遇的瞬间
确定那些冷漠的从前已走远
别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
现在谁在你的身边就对谁好一点
我应该就走开就算感情还在
我应该就放开对他不再依赖
忘了曾有过的片段
这是属于你们的未来
不要看到你们的爱败给了时间
我能愿选择离别没有一句怨言
直到你能若无其事聊起了从前
我才发现彼此都了解
默契是最宝贵的语言

真~~~爱

饶着山路走得累了
去留片刻要如何取舍
去年捡的美丽贝壳
心不透彻不会懂多难得
以为只要简单地生活
就能平息了脉搏
却忘了在逃什么
我的爱明明还在
转身了才明白
该把幸福找回来
而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带
等着潮汐更改送你回来
你走路姿态微笑的神态
潜意识曾错过的
真~~~爱
music
莫非这是上天善意的安排
好让心更坚定彼此更接近
真~~~爱
我的爱
明明还在
转身了才明白
该把幸福找回来
而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带
等着潮汐更改
学着忍~~耐~
不再怕伤害
不再怕期待
潜意识那才是我
真~~爱

sch reopen

So fast my holiday is finish le..today teacher give us back the test paper i got 61 for account n finance n get 75.5 for MBW quite happy for the mark...n today is beri tired, sleepy n whole body beri pain haha maybe long time nv have excerise.. coz the day before i went to sentosa when my working frenz... this is the biggest group that i went around 20ppl haha..we play beach volleyball n cartain ball the cartain was fun n rough also haha...

That day is a raining day thanz to musa(one of our hotel bqt incharge)coz that day have a wedding dinner for 44 table n almost all the lao jiao went to sentosa therefore he short of staff they he keep saying that day surely rain n it did rain SIANZ..

yippie

Today early in the morning i went to my practical 1 again, starting i still at the mini cirlce i tok have to take a longer time den can go out to big circle BUT haha after a while i went out to big circle le haha YEAH!!! Before going out the instructor tell the the procedure when to increase the gear when to lower the gear.. The feeling was so shoick when reaching to gear 4 like the wind n speed....i dunno why when i go out i suddently more comfortable wif the bike like stopping n starting but still got abit problem la nth is perfect (n_n)... Today the traffic at SSDC was damn long due to the car(-_-")i almost kiss the car backside coz i go too near to the car..heng no instructor saw that!!!

after a few min the session is end sigh! den we went to book our practical again the Q was long we gonna waith den we book 2-7-06...

after booking den we went to swimming so shoick ah...we touches 8 laps ba den we went tanning den swimming again den went home le....

Ling meet mi n zhen, 1.30 at Queenway but i late haha i almost 2 den reach den we eat our lunch den went to ikea le coz ling wanna see her stuff.. end up i almost buy thing buy until $45+ ba!!

After all the thing they went to my home..

Overall today is a tired day...!!! (-_-)

my sorrow

我要快乐

i dun like to face reality coz is cruel..

my life are not stable:
i'm so lose in everything
my further is beri blur
external happy
internal is still down
school making mi stress
work making mi tired
shopping making mi no money
some frenz like to [you qin wang yi]
no shoulder for mi to lean
no one listen to my sorrow
i'm tired of all this thing...(-_-")

but no matter how my life was i still have to carry on... maybe i born to suffer all this shitssssssss hahaha...

adidas jacket

today early in the morning 8.30 meet ying at yck mrt but she late haha due the traffic jam so i went in 1st den swin a few lap.. around 9am she reach le den we tan together...that time the sun not hot wan but around 10+ the heat come le...

den around 12.30 we went off le we went to find sl n ev at suntec n eat our breakfast n lunch at there...eat until 2.30 den we went to c adidas jacket actually ying wanna buy but end up i buy haha den we went to orsin to cash our voucher den went to orchard..

yesh finally buy a adidas jacket coz $119


she went to buy crumpler bag n bikestock shoes she today really da tu blood ah haha...

celebrating my bird day...

My Birthday

i meet them at 6pm at Orchard but all of them late but actually they already at Orchard le haha... Coz they doing the Birthday Book for mi n i really like the book alot thanz EVIE u really beri creative muack...

After that we went to Crystal Jade eat La Mian but my wan taste not nice wan sianzz we also eat shanghai xiao long bao, dumpling, n sao bing!!

after eating we went to orchard walk walk for a while den went to clark quey, at 1st they told mi go there watch soccer i was like WHY haha sound funny but actually they have planning wan haha.. when we reach clark quey we saw xiurong den i feel weird le haha den they start to laugh haiz really not a good actress!!! we follow xiurong to a pub the name sound damn old lor "hua yang nian hua" (-_-") haha!!!

thanz you people for putting all the effort muack....

when reaching 12am

Official 22nd le.... (n_n)

b4 12am i was chating wif sl, ying n evie chat alots...den when the clock reach 12am they start flooding my msn le...


later ang thu join in also....


den i keep saying okie okie okie okie... haha!!!

thanz gals n one kpo hehe (n_n)

As for sms

thanz zhen zhi, wee seng n candy they sms mi at 12am so nice..

advance celebrate my birthday...

hmm today is wat day..

wow hor today i advance celebrate my 22nd birthday wif my besta frenz at cineleisure this cake they bought for mi wan.. my fav cake strawberry shortcake haha...

thanz gals for putting the effort like taking cab all the way down.. muacks!!

this gucci (envy mi) is my present from them...actually is adidas bag wan but they no money den nvm lor but i still like this alot!!!

now u see it

now u dun.. i nv expected that we can actually finish up the cake...

yesh after that we take a neoprint...

wu yue er shi yi re

In chinese calendar wu yue er shi yi re is my birthday so today is my chinese birthday yesh!!!

Today i went to take my basic again haiz i fail again n again 4th time le la!! Sick n tired le.. the stupid bus stop sign i forgot i think i put "for bus to parking" haiz n the white line in the center i put "no crossing the line" but actually the answer is 'no parking" haha!! tml i going to take my bike trial test hehe dun after that book my basic again.. shi bai na cheng gou zi mu i will try until i pass hehe...!

15.6.06

yeeterday nv go work coz my body pain pain haha... my blue black getting darker le mean the blood is spreading haha... today working 7am the function is Rio TiTio is a beri big function they occupier many of our rooms.. i was ask to stand by at ballroom 1 which was the lesser ppl wan haha.. heng ah!!! so around 7pm can go home le yesh!! thats the end of my days!!!

counting down 5 more day hehe....

second time on practical one

kanna one blue black when yesterday

yesterday went to my pratical 1 again for second time haiz still in the mini circle...i hv problem in stopping down confuse in clutch n gear haiz haha...!! yesterday i learn how to change gear to gear 2... n yesterday i fall down haha coz i keep looking at the tyer then hit on them... funny is i'm not scare at all but beri pai sei hehe all the instructor run to mi n ask mi "R U OKIE" den i keep saying 'okie' 'okie'... den the instructor help mi restart the bike n push to the start line n ask mi wanna take a rest den i say is okie i still can... after a while gonna stop the lesson le so sianz...
(-_-") i waiting for mi next practical on 24/6 hope i can stop successfully... let the instructor happy hehe den i can go to the big big circle le haha...

turned away

The people I am closest to have turned away
They have left me here, all by my self
Alone and helpless on this day
What am I to do..
When I need you and you and you
And all you have done is run…
Run away from my problems
When I’ve been there for you...
Been more than happy to help
You claim you love me
You say you’ll always be there for me when I need you
But where are you now?
Run off! Coz your to stubborn to help
Not everyone is like you
Not everyone runs away from problems
But please come back
I’ll put my problems on hold
Just to help you through the day
And maybe you can help me..Fix me.
I only wish we could go back to our old way
But I don’t need you, not if you want to just leave.
So go on…run...run away, I don’t care.

this song really bring out my feeling toward him...

我很想爱他

sa)天空下起雨了他撑的伞在你的身边陪着
(g)可是我不快乐因为看见他脸上的笑是很勉强的
(sa)我很想爱他但是眼睛在说谎隐瞒比较容易吧免得感情变得复杂但是理智在吵架退出可以解围吗谁能给我一个好的回答
(sa)爱情是模糊的可怜的是没有勇气选择如果再舍不得这样下去我们每个人都是受害者
(sa)当爱情陷在危险边缘
(g)是否都会伤痕累累
(合)是否都会苦不堪言
(合)爱情教会我们都放不下

爱情是我们生命的旅客

人生是一个宾馆，在这个宾馆里穿行的东西就是我们的旅客。生命有许多旅客，有的住得时间短些，例如职位、权力、声望之类；有的住得时间长些，它们占据了我们的大多数日子，比如亲情、友情，再比如我们下面要说到的爱情。　　　　爱情选择什么样的宾馆入住是有随机性的。一般地说，宾馆的条件越好，越能吸引旅客。这里说的条件，既包括硬件，又包括软件。
　　人生宾馆的硬件是指一个人的家庭出身以及他所拥有的社会地位、经济实力、文化水准等，软件自然是指他对爱情的服务态度，即一个人对爱情是否忠贞、真诚。爱情寻找归宿时，它首先会考虑，自己适合住一个什么样的宾馆，任何一个档次的宾馆都不可能是唯一的，这就决定了爱情初次走进我们生活时有多种可能性，它也许停留下来，也许与我们擦肩而过。　　　　爱情住进我们的宾馆也具有时间性。无论怎样条件优越的宾馆都不能保证你想拥有爱情旅客时，它马上翩然而至。首先爱情在选择宾馆时先要花费一段时间，其次爱情是不是终生在你的宾馆住下来，还要取决于你的吸引力。“执子之手，与子偕老”，愿望的确很美，但能不能实现，最后却要时间作结论。爱情有一点与火焰相似，那就是当时燃得最猛烈的，不一定是能烧到最后的，要不，这世上就不会有恩爱夫妻离异的悲剧了。
　　　　然而，不论爱情旅客对我们的人生宾馆如何挑剔，没有一个人愿意放弃爱情。爱情对我们的生命实在太重要了，即使是未来有一天繁殖后代可以由现代科学技术帮忙，比如试管婴儿、克隆之类，人对情感归宿的追求，对异性的渴望也是永恒地存在的。
　　　　古人所处的物质生活环境那么恶劣，他们受教育的程度也远远比不上我们，但他们在爱情这一门功课上的成绩却非常优秀，《诗经》和李商隐的诗歌是一张美丽的答卷，梁山伯与祝英台的传说也是一张美丽的答卷。可以说自古至今，爱情一直与我们的人生相伴相随。爱情也没有种族之分，中国人懂得两情相依，外国人也知道生死相许，《泰坦尼克号》的杰克和罗丝，只是在几天航程中偶遇，却爱得如胶似漆，最后在轮船发生爆炸，无法两人一起生还的情况下，杰克又毅然把生的机会留给了罗丝。对于杰克和罗丝来说，爱情已经不再是生命的旅客，而是生命本身。　　
　　我们要懂得善待爱情旅客，一个宾馆的硬件差一点无可厚非，因为宾馆的物质条件如何许多时候决定于客观环境，不完全取决于我们自己，但宾馆的软件则完全依赖我们自身的努力。一个人对爱情旅客服务态度太差，比如你的配偶要你承担一点家庭的责任，你天天守在夜总会；要你管管孩子的学习，你晚晚读麻将班；要你行为检点些，你每天都跟那些红男绿女搅在一起，爱情的脾气再好，也会背起背包走人。　　　　善待爱情旅客，还要学会理解它。爱情无疑需要物质作为支撑，但它不是物质的附庸，有的人手里有了几个钱，当了个小官，有了点名声，成了有人捧场的什么家，就认为爱情会不请自至，毫不珍惜已经到手的一切，这实在是一种非常愚蠢的想法。一个人的钱也好，权和名也罢，它们可以买来美色，买来顺从，却买不来真正的爱情。真正的爱情是需要用心灵去创造，用真诚去建筑的，它的最高境界恰恰是对物质世界的蔑视。　　　　是的，爱情是我们生命的旅客，任何旅客都有离开宾馆的时候。
　　珍惜爱情吧，你也许做不到让跟随自己一生的爱情完全称心如意，但你一定可以做到为了爱情全力以赴。

我只想要

我只想要
怎么说忘就忘记这甜蜜的过去被思念包着厚厚的糖衣不想再为了你伤心这最冷的夏季慢慢地慢慢结成冰
承诺变悲哀悲哀因我被爱悲哀是因为你不在我好想抱着你诉苦却显得好无助无助的让人想痛哭
我只想要和你在一起朝着幸福走去像恋人般的简单甜蜜我只想要和你不分离怎么轻易放弃说你忘记
爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎我不再相信你却又慢慢想起你
我想这一定是报应都怪我太贪心才让你头也不回的离去黄色丝巾是想念在树上被风吹孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡

counting down 6 more day.. haha!! my 22nd birtday is coming le yesh!! old le also sianz... hope my 22nd life will be better...

poly besta frenz

this is all my poly besta frenz.. we go thru sweat, happy, bu man, tired, n many more...

happy

this jacket beri nice but quite expensive n i find that the price not worth it.. $65






after trying that jacket we went to city link to eat Gelare, that day was tue yesh HALF price haha..

my besta frenz

click on the picture...

we have been frenz for 1997-2006 really long sia!! i wanna be their bridemaid when they got marry i think 1st one to get marry is MISS TAN ZHEN ZHI..