i juz back from malaca!! sat early in the morn six o'clock meet the riders at tuas heading to Malaca... this is the longest journey i even sit haha my ass was almost flat... we almost spend 3hour to get there!! the person who going is Gabs, Sanjays, Yuan, Andy, SimEng, Jiahui, Gabs three frenz and mi haha... the picture is all wif Jiahui so wait for her to send mi.. i think this is the 3rd time i when there..

today when to saw her frendster and also went to see his frendster... he was like nv change and was even happy wif her...sumhow i really dunno whether is his still treating mi as his fren or not, friemdster deleted mi... maybe last time i always ill treat him... think back last time wat i did i also cannot forgive myself i juz feel myself like a "B" YATCH... i'm juz LOUSY and SUCK!! i really wish i can go back to those unspolied moment and back together haha maybe in my dreamland ba... sumtime i will also take out the letter tt he wrote to mi and read it again n again.. time flew fast, i noe him when i was 18 and now i'm TWENTY FOUR.. he now also 26 le maybe few more years he will be getting marry wif her.. and i shall wish them all the best n give him my blessing... dunno whether they will invite mi or not but i will still wish them all the best!! i can't blame anyone i only can blame myself for doing all those stupid foolish thing to hurt him.. and we also lack of communication and therefore our r/s end.. but now i have get back all the karma and i really really had enought... PLEASE STOP IT!! now my surrounding frenz all busy wif their bf and the person can accompany is jiahui n beri thanz to her always beside mi...

this few picture is took by Muji Instant Camera cost $7.50... i took 27 pic but turn out only 12 can see sianzz ah!!! but i like the effect hehe...

this few days, weeks and months..

Wat make mi happy was....

• everyday waiting 5.30pm to knock off
• sat and sun can slp till the sun rise up
• have a seat while boarding the train =D
• do finish the task assign by the senior QS

Wat make mi sad was..

• everyday do measurement
• Mon to Fri waking up at 6.30 am
• board the morn train
• heard a stupid call
• met stupid ppl
• go sentosa NO sun
• broke until need to borrow money from JH
• own hp bill $60+
• own Citibank $122.85
• own my mum $300 since Jan (n_n)
• lonesome

editing a picture can really look lotsa of different...

haha!!!

i wanna put one at my foot to cover up my scars....

i simply like this... simple n nice!!!

朋友跟他的Gf朋友分开了！
辅导他开接他。。。
可是轮到自己的时候呢！！
就不同了！！
希望他和她的四年的感情可以复合！！
很多事情真的很难预料。。

听了通电话。。。
听了些不想听的东西。。。
美琴沉睡了很久了！！
她也看开了。。。
她不想在活在过去了。。。

活在过去只会永远放不下不开心！
向前走是她唯一可以做的事。。

我不是要act沉默只是想把我的想法shout out！！
有时真我把人家搞到不了解我。。。
可能我把自己封闭起来了！！！

i live by my principle
people hurt me and bring me down
but i don't hate you
i just don't get how people can bring themselves,
to do the things they do
don't worry i'd be fine -
i just need to sleep over it

爱情 是一种怪事

我开始全身不受控制

爱情 是一种本事

我开始连自己都不是

为你我做了太多的傻事

第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗 为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你我学会弹琴写词

为你失去理智

为你写诗 为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你弹奏 所有情歌的句子

我忘了说 最美的是你的名字

爱情 是一种怪事

你的笑容是唯一宗旨

爱情 是一种本事

我在你心里什么位置

为你我做了太多的傻事

第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗 为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你我学会弹琴写词

为你失去理智

为你写诗 为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你弹奏 所有情歌的句子

我忘了说 最美的是你的名字

为你写诗 为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你我学会弹琴写词

为你失去理智

为你写诗 为你静止

为你做不可能的事

为你弹奏 所有情歌的句子

我忘了说 最美的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记

但唯一不忘记你的名字

我什么都能忘记

但唯一不忘记你的样子

我什么都

i find that in every relationship people will always do many foolish thing which u nv even do before... some ppl after doing foolish thing they will happy and some ppl will find themselve beri STUPID.... sometime i really find that i really a STUPID FOOL hohohoho....

today went to Fu Lu Shou and try this thingy haha... abit correct la!!

ytd went to setosa wif jia hui, gab, sanjay, winston, fam, yuan, gab frenz... i juz freaking PISS off wif the SUN coz on the journey to Sentosa the sun was freaking hot BUT once we touch the sand the SUN juz disappear ARGhhh!!! the sun like to play Hide and Seek wif mi!!!

happiness is often misinterpreted and misconceptualized. people try and create their own fantasies of a profound happiness that they wish would engulf their entire pathetic lives, when the pathetic idea is the one that clouds our minds with delusions; the one of an imaginary happiness.the sad thing is, this imagined happiness is actualized into a complete and utter obligation to a single other or to many others. an obligation that will eventually turn into a silent dejection and a blatent disappointment. don't plan your happiness, but let happiness plan itself for you. as much as we fail to trust uncertainties, if we put in the effort and our hearts into the right things, the happiness comes naturally. but do not feel disheartened for happiness might come as easy as it may go, but lest we decide to give up, happiness is bound to take foot into our lives even through the toughest of times.

Today is a really busy day...Help the Senior QS print email, do measurement, meeting (basically sit there like a blur cock) and today our Team hv free Subway hehe!! I today work until dunnno the timing the feeling is shoick coz when i see the watch is 4+ later see again is 5+ and is going to knock off le haha...

Busy can fully occupate my time... coz i wouldn't fall sleepy, will not go to pantry take thing to eat, time pass FAST hehe....

Saturday, 15th March 2008
Tricia 24th Birthday at East Coast Park...

I look around me

But all I seem to see

Is people going nowhere

Expecting sympathy

It's like I'm going through the motions

Of a scripted destiny

Tell me where's our inspiration

If life won't wait

no we're not gonna waste another moment in this town

and we won't come back

The world is calling out

leave the past in the past

Gonna find the future

hey ppl come here play online game...

http://www.viwawa.com/ is Fun haha!!!!

Today is a BORING sunday.....
I really gonna slim down...
I wanna often play BADMINTON coz i can exercise n is FUN also~~~
i wanna play Volleyball at Sentosa coz i can tan...
i wanna go back to those day i often go Sentosa...
I Hate running coz is boring!!!

Now i change com to use and everything have to install back i juz HATE installing stuff!! Many process and is not only one is iTune, Sony Ericsson, Window Media Player, all my fav website link hv to search back, my song, my pic!!! Today juz wanna install Sony Ericsson program i already beri PISS le coz keep tellling me connection FAIL arghhhh!! PISSsssssss~~~

money is cruel .. it causes one to surrender. and surrender you must despite futile disagreement and struggle that an imaginary currency written on paper actually controls our lives and our decisions.

everyday work are juz basically waiting for Lunch Break after Lunch Break waiting to knock off... everyday sit sit sit one day sure FAT!! I DUN WAN!!!

work work work until fri den the next day can wake up see the sun...wOooohOooo!!! everyday waking up cannot see the sun beri sianz~~ i LOVE sun!! I hate raining day coz shoes all wet...

sianzz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i really SUCK in Measurement!!!
i really SUCK in QS!!!
i really SUCK!!

today went to watch 10,000 BC at Suntec which is FREE haha DLS has book the whole theate... mi, evie, keneth, sl, kevin, xiurong and bob has attend... hmmm almost 4/5 is full!! the show is not bad la haha!!! hmmm when the show end when we walking home i gonna walk wif bob and xiurong coz sl n kv walk tgt n ev n keneth walk tgt... i juz beri lose!! (-_-")

loneliness has been busy following mi!!
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONEeeee!!!

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the place is SHOICK la!!!

Today went to watch "The Spiderwick Chronicles" with B at Picture House the story about the children's fantasy series from Holly Black and Tony DiTerlizzi leaps off the pages and onto the screen with this star-studded adaptation. The Grace family may depart New York City for a quieter home, but excitement isn't far away when they move into the strange family house in the country.

*Always hope tt the moment can stay forever or maybe the time can stop!! So i can hv 0.0 gap wif B!!!

i really dun wanna fall in love

guess that person still hv a huge place in my heart.. or should i say he has all the place he wants or doesn't wan... i miss him.... i always wonder what is he doing.... is he ok... does he even think of mi.. all those stupid stufff!!!

i just can't get you out from my mind. i keep thinking about how much i enjoy talking with you, how great you look when you smile, and how mych i like your laugh. i daydream of you off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation.. laughing again about funny things you said or did. i memorized your face and the way you look at me.. it MELT my HEART everytim3 i think about it....you must be something really special, because i can't remember the last time i felt do strongly about someone. Even though neither of us knows what the future holds, i know one thing for sure YOU're one of the very best things that's happened to mi in a long time....

i dunno how i dunno why i really wonder WHY... *knock my head on the wall* DAPHNE!! STOP BEING AN IDIOIT!!! to you: haha..i always have great time with you

ah wat the heck... dls really make mi sick!!

Gemini...

The Bottom Line
Your memory is not working well, but you'll deal with the frustration it causes.

In Detail
It's one of those days when you just won't be able to nail things down. Your memory is not working so great right now and you could well come off as scattered. But you can get through this period just fine if you cut yourself some slack. So what if you can't find your keys? And who really cares if you can't quite remember the name of your friend's new sweetie? Just let things go, or try your best to live with whatever frustration a lapse might cause.

Today i was ask to do Measurement for a Jacuzi... ARghhh i totally forgot how to measure and kanna SHOT by my mentor arghhh!!! STUPID MENTOR!!!

Mentor:
DLS pay you is not for you to come over here to learn( measurement)!!
I'm not being pay to teach you!!!
My time is precious!!

Fugging hell this is wat she told mi!! (-__-")
hate her hate her hate her!!

03032008

Yio Chu Kang Sport Complex

Tired and shag but i haven play enough!!!

Give Me More!!!

I think my life right now is a reflection of something I've harped on and on about in the past. Even in the worst of times, if you believe and hope that things can be great ... they will be.

People says: "Those are words that could only come from an extremely lucky person".

Today i finally start my Full Time job at DLS located at Central Mall, saw lotsa of familiar face from my class...Total have 26 Sp student joined. Some is leaving, gals is because further study and guys are National Services. Basically today juz orientation, tour around office, know who is the bosses, know where is our sit located and 3.30 went to Raffles de Raffles Medical for medical check up. HAHAHA DLS really got lotsa of galsss but the BIG bosses are all guysss!!!

Tml will be actual start and i beri worry haiz~~~~~

Slacker End

Today is my last time of SLACKER life haha!! Tml starting work!! Why the time flew so fast!! Good things always end faster haizzz~~~~ I really dun like the pay 1.5k only!! Take home 1.2 arghhh even a person without Dipolma can get higher den mi lor sianz~~ i juz basically LAZY to find other job!!!! Hate Interview! Hate being ask question when i dunno how to ans back! Hate the mine lazyness!!!!

The Leap Years

Today went to watch "The Leap Years" the show is pretty good..



1. We make a promise...
We meet every Feb 29
same time, same place....
A Leap Year Romance
Over Four Leap Years
Will he show?
Will she wait??
Take a leap of faith.

2. It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves...
3. Is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all!
4. A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it!!
5. If you are not too long i will wait for you all my life!!

This few sentenes really beri meaningful!!!