i HATE myself!

Sometime i really HATE myself for being who i am,
what i had done,
what i had created,
what i had cause the happy day to bad day!
what should i say or do when thing turn bad!
and the only thing i will do is remain silent!
i really WISH i can open my mouth and TALK!

i getting more & more emotional!
cause nothing has turn well in my journey!